HERE IT IS

candid_kisses @ 2009-12-20T21:43:00

2009-12-20T13:43:01Z

Even with the help of such a tear-jerking show,
the tears that flow are just nothing,
but pathetic droplets of water.

I'm sorry, but, it feels as though theres nothing I can do,
to bring us back to where we left off.

I LOVE LRM!

2009-12-05T05:00:20Z

INAUGURAL MUSIC FESTIVAL WAS A BLAST!!!!!:D

today enjoyed myself last night! relaxing after 3 days full of freaking tests!! SHOIK!! first time performing on stage with audience! didnt do that well, technical wasnt best, but, THE AUDIENCE WAS GREAT!! ♥♥♥! so, the experience was so cool!!! with no regrets(: MUCH THANKS TO THOSE WHO ORGANISED, HELPED OUT, AUDIENCE, AND ARTISTS!

i was soooo happy when i realised, she rmb my name!like, out of thousands of ppl, my name?((((:

and, oh!! tried xin wang TAIWAN cafe few days back with JY & monkey, & omg, their concept is sooo cute! (: and even those they alr sort of closed one sector, they still let us sit cos we choose the more 'inside' seats! SO NICE RIGHT????:D

candid_kisses @ 2009-09-19T22:53:00

2009-09-19T14:57:02Z

- LeAnn Rimes Lyrics

got this song from nat during work today. sweet (:

have been feeling bored for rather long now.. whats wrong with me!:X

PEARLE! we're going out next next mon! dont forget me okay!!
MINQI! when is your schedule gonna come out? missed you like mad!!
JY! you must take care! dont let me see those idiots!

candid_kisses @ 2009-08-31T16:50:00

2009-08-31T09:00:37Z

on the way home today, i saw a black cat. its the same one, but this time, alone..
i wonder where did the brown one go..
howcome the black one is lazing there?
isnt it always near the brown one, protecting it?
i wanna know.. maybe tonight they'll be together again?

suddenly have this thoughts in my head..
'animals are just like humans, complicated relationships huh?'

candid_kisses @ 2009-08-28T22:24:00

2009-08-28T14:26:46Z

i hate this stupid unsensible feeling.
CHILDISH, is all i could reveal

candid_kisses @ 2009-08-19T12:03:00

2009-08-19T04:07:04Z

i'm dazed. life's so unpredictable.
i was looking through facebook. and, i saw this profile where many people comment on.
they said,'RIP and all the good stuffs about her' all these comment were made few hours ago!
and her last post was on monday!
i seriously cannot believe it! i mean, its so scary!
people can just disappear within how many days? life's really unpredictable.
its frightening me.

TAS

2009-08-14T18:01:35Z

so fast, lrm is going back to tp. not that i dont miss tp. but.
last night was really great. dont think i will ever forget the times spent in TAS,
its quite sad. i mean, everything was great. the space, the people. only, the food wasnt that good. HAHAA. but we've got seah im and vivo! nothing much to complain huh? & of cos complain about travelling. lucky us, lessons wasnt 9am everyday. and, we survived through the whole semester!
projects were killers, but, through that we learnt.
~~2.2 isnt gonna be any easier.~~ so, WE'RE GOTTA WORK HARD MY FELLOW MATES!(:
okay. my friends, dont cry anymore. leaving TAS dont mean the world's ending. (think even if the world ending you all also wont cry lor!)
we'll still meet our friends and lecturers at TP! so, CHEEER UP!
LOVE THOSE TIMES AT TAS(:

candid_kisses @ 2009-08-10T19:51:00

2009-08-10T12:11:26Z

HAPPY 6TH LOVE(:
(:

COMPLETED MY REFLECTION PAPER! cheeeeers! then gotta start studying for exams! TAN SHI JIE! JIAYOUJIAYOU! same to the rest out there!!!!
NATIONAL DAY WAS GREAT(:

candid_kisses @ 2009-07-25T15:24:00

2009-07-25T07:29:36Z

lucky me, farah exchanged shift with me.. so i'd be working at 6.. but i feel so bad! cos she asked if can exchange tmr.. but, i got project meeting. urggg.
SUPER DUPER SORRY!!!
ps: really feel like changing job. ):
ps': something's really wrong with my blogger):

wish i'm back to tp.

2009-07-24T18:35:46Z

travelling to and fro to TAS is starting to take its toll): the travelling is really tiring me out.. wish i'm back in tp.
1)shorter travelling time(sleep longer)
2)lower food expenses(save money)
3)boyf and friends are here(wont be bored or lonely, i guess?)
4)and, lastly a stupid reason> feel as though i'll score better here:Z

results have been demoralising. putting high hopes on accounting.. so, please dont fail me... TSJ! BUCK UP!!!

sorry that i unintentionally hurt you.. really didnt mean to just... forgot of their existence.. hope you manage to sleep better tonight. ♥

MQ, i will never scold you.. as long as you're happy, you'll have my support kay? dont worry.. wish you all the best!:D

elrin, hope you're feeling better, not running to toliet anymore;)

really dont feel like working anymore.. but, i need the cash flow!!!!!:X hope somebody will take over my tmr..

once again,
BUCK UP TAN SHI JIE!

candid_kisses @ 2009-07-21T23:33:00

2009-07-21T15:39:39Z

something's wrong with my blogger):
but, i really need to post this..

'i cry because i'm not allowed to vent, not because you shouted.
and, if i'm not even allowed to cry, i dont know how else to let out my emotions.
sorry that i cannot control. '
whats a person who is left with no emotions to show? i cant only be happy and smiling all the time. can i?

what i wanted to blog in the afternoon:
thank you MQ for being so encouraging. always feel better after chatting with you. loves(: and, i sincerely wish for you, this time, it'll last.

candid_kisses @ 2009-07-08T01:23:00

2009-07-07T17:25:36Z

Its all feels so fresh(:
Happy 5th(:

here's a new set of accounting work.& i forgot about opera as well. RAHS. many projects datelines coming up! group's doing well i guess? :D

candid_kisses @ 2009-07-01T23:05:00

2009-07-01T15:18:46Z

Word of the Day for Wednesday, July 1, 2009

penury \PEN-yuh-ree\, noun:

1. Extreme poverty; destitution.
2. Absence of resources; insufficiency.

I MISS YOU

candid_kisses @ 2009-05-09T12:53:00

2009-05-09T04:54:27Z

a twist in life

2009-05-02T06:21:06Z

this twist, i consider rather sweet(: didnt know what you did to get through their 'test' so easily, how i put it? accepted. hope all isnt too fast, and, i believe this is a good start for us. we'll make things fine together, kay?

school's started for about 2 weeks now. i've been trying to fit in, and, maybe all i need is really time. projects have started to crash in even from the first lectures. scary isnt? i'm prepared for all these rush. just, not sure how to get started.
just came back from the breifing on walt disney osip. things arent getting any brighter. guess for internship there, the budget would roughly be at least $5000 i would say? after re-consideration, guess that wouldn't be in my options anymore.

sometimes, i think back, why didnt i take up accounting or something in the 'backstage' kind of job, 9-5 office job that i wouldnt have to face guest and all. sometimes, i only wish to live a peaceful, simple life, earning just enough to suppport my family and stay aside from politics and trouble. maybe thats my definition of success?.

candid_kisses @ 2009-04-21T23:18:00

2009-04-21T15:22:55Z

the story goes.
one night, this boy was forced to learn his ting xie (chinese spelling). the whole family tried to make him sit still and study, but just could not. this little boy got caned and was crying his way while learning. after he's done, he cried again. but this time, not to kick up a fuss, but to ask if the mother is still angry with him. how sweet. this shows how strong is the connection between the son and the mother, isnt? (:
this little boy is called aloysius.

candid_kisses @ 2009-04-10T17:13:00

2009-04-10T09:17:49Z

FO was great!! many many loves and fun fun fun! although sometimes were super hectic. but, I STILL LOVE THIS 8DAYS CAMP! (:
but, one bad news.
my phone's messaging isnt working. soooo, i cant recieve or send sms. its been like that for the past like 7days or so? so dont be sad if i didnt reply you! its cos i didnt recive kay!! cheeers(: anything urgent, call me!(:

candid_kisses @ 2009-03-22T16:59:00

2009-03-22T09:04:46Z

neopets.com is a good place to be when you're all alone, feeling really bored and needs to get yourself doing something. (:
thank you for neopets. brings back primary school memories really.

candid_kisses @ 2009-03-17T02:25:00

2009-03-16T18:33:24Z

feel like locking myself in a room with many many nice dvds, milo and digestive biscuit.
away from reality
&and so into me, myself and i.
nights(: off to dreamland

am i your lucky star?

2009-01-11T13:23:34Z

RAHHHHH! I'M FREAKING BORED! DYING HERE. :X i know i've got lotsa projects and all. but, i'm still bored. you all get what i mean dont you?! we're in the same mess of projects after projects. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
i'm supposed to be on the way back from malacca now. but, i didnt go! instead, went for tp open house day 3!! okay. IT WAS SUPER DUPER FUN. gosh. in love with the high-nessss! haha. i didnt regret not going malacca ytd. but, for today, really wish i'm there. hahaha!LOL
social circle is widening. more hi-bye friends. but,,
where's the one that actually will do all the activities with me like, in the past, be it in primary/secondary school, there will be people or maybe person that is very close, like we'll be together in most of the activities. joining everything together.
where's the person that people will automatically think of asking if i were uncontactable for the moment? i seriously dont know.
kinda saddening but, ahweellls..i dont know whats wrong with me. RAHHHHHHHHHH to end off♥

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okay. enough of reminiscing. have fun(:
one more thing! I SERIOUSLY STILL CANNOT BELIEVED WHAT HAPPENED YTD. such nice fate(:hahaa

candid_kisses @ 2009-01-05T19:31:00

2009-01-05T11:36:04Z

~~STUPID STUPID!!!~~
waste money on food i cant eat if not then kana cheated. RAHHHHHHHHH. I WANT TO EAT! I WANT TO EAT RICE AND EAT MEAT AND EAT VEGGIE! I WANT BURGERS AND PIZZAS! ): ~~I'M TIRED OF PORRIDGES, CAKES AND ICE CREAMS..~~ but, its okay. I WANT MY BRACES MORE!(:WOOOOTS!

THANK YOU FOR HEARING MY PRAYER!

2008-12-30T14:47:49Z

THANK GOD (:
managed to get my teeth surgery done. good(: the experience was really one of a kind(:
now, dealing with the swelling and weird feeling is just another step closer to getting my braces!!!!! CANT WAIT! QUICKKKKKKKKKKKKK!

parts & pieces towards recovery

2008-11-17T02:29:07Z

牽著你陪著我也只是曾經
希望他是真的比我還要愛你
我才會逼自己離開
你要我說多難堪
我根本不想分開
為什麼還要我用微笑來帶過
我沒有這種天份
包容你也接受他
不用擔心的太多
我會學著放棄你

分开是一种解脱让你好好的想过
~~我想要的那片天空你是不是能够给我~~

~~你说我给你太多却不能给我什麽~~
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最后温柔是因为我太爱你

撒娇的可爱的
迷人的爱哭的
照片里曾经的都是爱着你的
连假的泪还温热
却没有人握我的手

如果你也听说
有没有想过我
想普通交朋友
还是你依然会心疼我

好多好多的话想对你说
悬着一颗心没着落
要怎么附和
舍不得又无可奈何

慢慢失忆
所有和你的事情必须忘记
爱的盆地
深怕在一滴眼泪就会决堤
我也不想被你肯定
在这个时候说我
让你感动过
别握住我的手
说我一定会懂
作不成的爱人
变成最好朋友
别牵著我的手
想著别人脸孔
换个方式牵手
并不会更好过
可不可以不作你的朋友
慢慢心痛
没有人发现我和从前不同
你的眼中
看得见另一个人给的感动
我也不要你心疼我
在这个时候对我
比从前温柔
应该放晴的天气
还下雨别这样下去
我难过但是说不出口
一直逃避我以为闭上眼睛就能忘记
我的记忆开始在雨天的十一月四日
慢慢经过我们一起绕过的十字街头
怎么走都走不到尽头
可不可以别回头
可不可以就放手
可不可以不作你的朋友

so many so much songs actually tells what i feel. really so many. if i really find lyrics for all, i'll be too busy. gtg. but, still, the previous post should show what i need to feel best. the one, most suitable for the situation now.

someday.

2008-11-15T12:00:42Z

Lyrics | Nina - Someday lyrics

pickturesss

2008-11-08T05:14:15Z

CONTINU-ED

end-ing off with a picture of minqi, WHICH I THINK REALLY LOOK LIKE THE YOUNGER PEARLE!HAHAHAA agree??
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