the tears that flow are just nothing,
but pathetic droplets of water.
I'm sorry, but, it feels as though theres nothing I can do,
to bring us back to where we left off.
- Mood:
drained - Music: 我爱他
INAUGURAL MUSIC FESTIVAL WAS A BLAST!!!!!:D
today enjoyed myself last night! relaxing after 3 days full of freaking tests!! SHOIK!! first time performing on stage with audience! didnt do that well, technical wasnt best, but, THE AUDIENCE WAS GREAT!! ♥♥♥! so, the experience was so cool!!! with no regrets(: MUCH THANKS TO THOSE WHO ORGANISED, HELPED OUT, AUDIENCE, AND ARTISTS!
i was soooo happy when i realised, she rmb my name!like, out of thousands of ppl, my name?((((:
and, oh!! tried xin wang TAIWAN cafe few days back with JY & monkey, & omg, their concept is sooo cute! (: and even those they alr sort of closed one sector, they still let us sit cos we choose the more 'inside' seats! SO NICE RIGHT????:D
- Mood:
cheerful
- LeAnn Rimes Lyrics
got this song from nat during work today. sweet (:
have been feeling bored for rather long now.. whats wrong with me!:X
PEARLE! we're going out next next mon! dont forget me okay!!
MINQI! when is your schedule gonna come out? missed you like mad!!
JY! you must take care! dont let me see those idiots!
- Mood:
numb - Music:CANT FIGHT THE MOONLIGHT!
on the way home today, i saw a black cat. its the same one, but this time, alone..
i wonder where did the brown one go..
howcome the black one is lazing there?
isnt it always near the brown one, protecting it?
i wanna know.. maybe tonight they'll be together again?
suddenly have this thoughts in my head..
'animals are just like humans, complicated relationships huh?'
- Mood:
lethargic
i hate this stupid unsensible feeling.
CHILDISH, is all i could reveal
CHILDISH, is all i could reveal
- Music:nobody-from my brother's com
i was looking through facebook. and, i saw this profile where many people comment on.
they said,'RIP and all the good stuffs about her' all these comment were made few hours ago!
and her last post was on monday!
i seriously cannot believe it! i mean, its so scary!
people can just disappear within how many days? life's really unpredictable.
its frightening me.
- Mood:
thoughtful
last night was really great. dont think i will ever forget the times spent in TAS,
its quite sad. i mean, everything was great. the space, the people. only, the food wasnt that good. HAHAA. but we've got seah im and vivo! nothing much to complain huh? & of cos complain about travelling. lucky us, lessons wasnt 9am everyday. and, we survived through the whole semester!
projects were killers, but, through that we learnt.
okay. my friends, dont cry anymore. leaving TAS dont mean the world's ending. (think even if the world ending you all also wont cry lor!)
we'll still meet our friends and lecturers at TP! so, CHEEER UP!
LOVE THOSE TIMES AT TAS(:
- Mood: nostalgic
HAPPY 6TH LOVE(:
(:
COMPLETED MY REFLECTION PAPER! cheeeeers! then gotta start studying for exams! TAN SHI JIE! JIAYOUJIAYOU! same to the rest out there!!!!
NATIONAL DAY WAS GREAT(:
- Mood:
thirsty
sleepy1)shorter travelling time(sleep longer)
2)lower food expenses(save money)
3)boyf and friends are here(wont be bored or lonely, i guess?)
4)and, lastly a stupid reason> feel as though i'll score better here:Z
results have been demoralising. putting high hopes on accounting.. so, please dont fail me... TSJ! BUCK UP!!!
sorry that i unintentionally hurt you.. really didnt mean to just... forgot of their existence.. hope you manage to sleep better tonight. ♥
MQ, i will never scold you.. as long as you're happy, you'll have my support kay? dont worry.. wish you all the best!:D
elrin, hope you're feeling better, not running to toliet anymore;)
really dont feel like working anymore.. but, i need the cash flow!!!!!:X hope somebody will take over my tmr..
once again,
BUCK UP TAN SHI JIE!
- Mood:
guilty
but, i really need to post this..
'i cry because i'm not allowed to vent, not because you shouted.
and, if i'm not even allowed to cry, i dont know how else to let out my emotions.
sorry that i cannot control. '
whats a person who is left with no emotions to show? i cant only be happy and smiling all the time. can i?
what i wanted to blog in the afternoon:
thank you MQ for being so encouraging. always feel better after chatting with you. loves(: and, i sincerely wish for you, this time, it'll last.
- Mood: tired
Its all feels so fresh(:
Happy 5th(:
here's a new set of accounting work.& i forgot about opera as well. RAHS. many projects datelines coming up! group's doing well i guess? :D
- Mood:
excited
Word of the Day for Wednesday, July 1, 2009
penury \PEN-yuh-ree\, noun:
1. Extreme poverty; destitution.
2. Absence of resources; insufficiency.
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- Mood:
silly
- Mood: pleased
school's started for about 2 weeks now. i've been trying to fit in, and, maybe all i need is really time. projects have started to crash in even from the first lectures. scary isnt? i'm prepared for all these rush. just, not sure how to get started.
just came back from the breifing on walt disney osip. things arent getting any brighter. guess for internship there, the budget would roughly be at least $5000 i would say? after re-consideration, guess that wouldn't be in my options anymore.
sometimes, i think back, why didnt i take up accounting or something in the 'backstage' kind of job, 9-5 office job that i wouldnt have to face guest and all. sometimes, i only wish to live a peaceful, simple life, earning just enough to suppport my family and stay aside from politics and trouble. maybe thats my definition of success?.
- Mood: indifferent
one night, this boy was forced to learn his ting xie (chinese spelling). the whole family tried to make him sit still and study, but just could not. this little boy got caned and was crying his way while learning. after he's done, he cried again. but this time, not to kick up a fuss, but to ask if the mother is still angry with him. how sweet. this shows how strong is the connection between the son and the mother, isnt? (:
this little boy is called aloysius.
- Mood:
loved
but, one bad news.
my phone's messaging isnt working. soooo, i cant recieve or send sms. its been like that for the past like 7days or so? so dont be sad if i didnt reply you! its cos i didnt recive kay!! cheeers(: anything urgent, call me!(:
- Mood:
good - Music:nobody-wondergirls!!
thank you for neopets. brings back primary school memories really.
- Mood:
geeky
away from reality
&and so into me, myself and i.
nights(: off to dreamland
- Mood:
grumpy
i'm supposed to be on the way back from malacca now. but, i didnt go! instead, went for tp open house day 3!! okay. IT WAS SUPER DUPER FUN. gosh. in love with the high-nessss! haha. i didnt regret not going malacca ytd. but, for today, really wish i'm there. hahaha!LOL
social circle is widening. more hi-bye friends. but,,
where's the one that actually will do all the activities with me like, in the past, be it in primary/secondary school, there will be people or maybe person that is very close, like we'll be together in most of the activities. joining everything together.
where's the person that people will automatically think of asking if i were uncontactable for the moment? i seriously dont know.
kinda saddening but, ahweellls..i dont know whats wrong with me. RAHHHHHHHHHH to end off♥
( memories )
okay. enough of reminiscing. have fun(:
one more thing! I SERIOUSLY STILL CANNOT BELIEVED WHAT HAPPENED YTD. such nice fate(:hahaa
- Mood:
full
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